I'm alot struggling lately. Struggling to keep up with 'everything'. Struggling to find work. Struggling to edit the website. Struggling to keep at social media. Struggling to keep the anime club alive.   Struggling to keep up to date. Struggling to keep up with the latest anime shows. Struggling to keep relevant.  Struggling to keep up. Struggling to find the time. Struggling to find the funds to go to Anime North this year. Sigh...

I need to get out more. Need to find resources. Need to spend more time but being drawn in all directions at once.  Always looking for that magic snippet for the website that will save me time but always ends costing more time.

The world is never black and white nor shades of grey. It's a spectrum of colours, and sounds and smells. Always changing, never going back as the second hand moves. Yet I struggle... with the seconds past.